Christmas Dinner

 Its winter and Christmas is almost around the corner.

I was walking pass St. George's Square last night heading towards vivi's place.

The Christmas fair was crowded with people and for the first time I am feeling Christmas.

Spotted a beautiful merry-go-round on site. Loving the paintings on its ceiling. :)

I was there for an advanced Christmas Dinner.

yep, Christmas Turkey! Scottish-style!

Citrus glazing with whiskey  and cranberry dips accompanied with broccoli, salad, amazing Yorkshire Pudding and red wine.

Pook specially ordered the 4kg turkey in advance. So its fresh! :D

and massive even for 6 of us.

So thankful to Pook for all the cooking and she even cut the turkey and served it to us.

I planned to bring some devil eggs which supposed to look like this...

and it turned out like..

lol.

epic fail.

for such a simple dish.

I still feel so stupid right now...

orz *slap forehead* 

i have lots of excuse behind it. but i decided to keep it and bear with critism.

so, i did not bring.lol

and of course, we did not forget some cheeky stuff to do.

mask!

Imma santa.

While having fun chatting and having dinner, we played the riddles which came with the mask set.

Ready for desert after killing our stomach with the main course.

vivi getting ready to serve the signature desert.

Earl Grey Sorbet with Pear, Earl Grey and Cinnamon Strudel

Prossecco and Cheese brought by Mod.

and cookies!

Loving the star. Its so cute that I cant eat it! 

Punim is loving the cookies as well. :D

It was later when four of them exchanging Christmas Present.

I came empty-handed as I did not know there will be a gift-exchange.. orz

Im kinda messed up yesterday.. aint I? =___=

Well,

They draw logs to decide whose present to get.

Both got the same gift.lol 

Its a really cute apron though! Thinking of getting one for myself.lol :D

This girl showing off her sexy apron she got last year.haha

but i did get a present from vivi for my birthday afterall..

a cap that I have always been looking for <3

arigatougozaimasu!!! x)

I guess Im owing alot of present recently..

haha

and I'm so broke currently after all the shopping.

Anyhow,

We ended our dinner with the deal game.

Dont be blinded by their sweet smiles.

they are evil.

We were killing each other in the game.

lol

It was a funny sleepover after that.lol

Ill end this post with two photos.

First one will be...

Latest shot of Ruffy from Rian's family in Malaysia. <3

Puffy Ruffy just return from washing.

and the lovely street scene in Merchant City that night.

---じゃ---

Buzy week

i am back in Penang!woohoo!!
I have been really buzy for the past week.


First i had attended to "bai tian gong" ceremony at Cherng yu's place in Kepong on 30th, which is the monday night.
It was so grand!and surprisingly fun! because i won RM11 in gamble again that day!LOL

On Tuesday, 31st,

We celebrated Miao's birthday!! yeayy!!

The place is somewhere around Cheras(?)

I cant remmeber, lol BUT the food was SO DAMN GOOD MAN

Must try! ill post up soon about the detail of the place.teehee

To be honest,  I was really really excited and happy when at work just by thinking that im gonna see them after work! x) Havnt been seeing them for quite some time!

However I am kinda disspointed too yan ting wasnt there.sigh

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIAO!:D

永远青春美丽！！:D

The birthday song was repeated like thrice or more?lol

well she's happy.:D

Make a wish.

*wishing interview xun xun li li tommorrow~!>__<*lol

Happy ending with multiple credits to si jat for all the awesome photos!

I took bad photoss.

Make me wanna get a DSLR too!! to proove that i am not that bad..lol

xD

Follow on the next day was Feb 1st, Wednesday.

It was a holiday! No work for Kuala Lumpur! :D

Few of us were such awesome friend that we came all the way to Damansara to accompany Miao to her job interview.lol

early in the morning.

:D

We waited for her downstairs at the dim sum restaurant..hahaha thats the main intention..xD

yum yum :d

Well, SHE GOT THE JOB!:D

wish came true!

conrags! :)

After  few session of talk with friends..i realize everyone is doing really really goood, i am really happy for them but abit dissapointed of myself. T____T

Although i was one of the few that started off to work really soon, but I have just found out that my pay is actually really low and lack of benefits... It demotivated me and made me feel like quitting my job in a way... but i still hang on it for a very odd reason - my new house. lol

I really like this apartment...my god...so comfortable.. the housemate is friendly, its properly equipped, its clean, it feels like a home..T~~T 

and my mum sd, I am not going to work there for long, its a matter of take it or leave it. so. i think i take it lo...=3= this company better let me learn moreeeee, make me super architect!lol xD

another thing was that i found out my friends have all stopped getting allowance from their family.

some of them even plan to giv their parent RM300 to RM500 from their pay monthly.I felt so guilty.

and today, i talked to my dad to cut down my allowance to rm300/month. I wanted to cut all off. but realizing its abit difficult because of certain constraints..

First, they live with family. i live outside myself, have to pay rents..

Second, i got much lower pay..

i wish i could have higher pay ..so i can be like them, send home some money..i wish..

i am so useless. x(

anyway, for anyone who never see how our office looks like..

lol

ta da.

the pantry looks best anyway, but i got no picture..maybe next time:D

On Thursay, 2nd!

Serene Open House at Kota Kemuning!

We came late bu luckily there are still some nice pork stir left!

yum yum ! and fat fat! xD

fight for da porrrkkkk

carol act cute

kabuki style jack sparrow!

yee sang!

we gambled that day, but i lost.=(

first bad day!

x(

On Friday, Open House at Rian's place in Klang!

yeay!

if you realized, ive been travelling around alot for the whole week..

Setapak --> Kepong --> setapak --> Cheras --> Klang --> Damansara --> Klang --> Setapak --> Kota kemuning --> Setapak --> Klang 

lol

mind me, its all not less than 30 minutes drive to any of those places..D=

the night of hsien's dog virgin breakthrough with ruffy.lol

that night i lost momney again..

y my beginner luck so fast end???? T~~~~T

i cant remember how i ended my night that day. i remember i was sleeping on the floor with ruffy.

but rian said i was on the bed..how i got onto the bed..?0_o

and today, im back in Penang!weee

it was a really hard task to get my tix back in penang, all bus tix are occupied..TT

so the report of my bz week is done here.

woof woof.

HOME ALONE

im alone in setapak again. wuwuwu

very boring ler..>_______<

i misshh penanggg!!!

PENANG DA BESHHTT!! <3

 </3

Taking care of ruffy...

ruffy has a Mohawk now~

oh yeah~~the lion king pose! :D

ruffy sleepyhead right now..

know why?

because she was sooo naughty last night.

I did not have a good night sleep because she was climbing all around me and stepping on me and tried to lick my ear i dont know why... and was trying to conquer my pillow.. for the whole night..

=w=

bad rufyyyyy

I was so tired because i woke up at 5a.m. yesterday morning to go for work. Rian drove me all the way from Klang to Sentul.. lol

 and nighttime, Jun jie and Vincent kesian me..

so

they picked me up to Over Time nearby for a drink.

They decided to play some poker cards..

For people who know me,

I CANT PLAY FREAKIN' CARDS.

my memory is too shitty that i can never remember the rules or sequence or watever tong fa shun...all these stuff..

and they want to gamble. =w=

i did not want to at first but i did anyway because they going to play small like RM1.haha

i know, im very stingy.kekeke

xD

Fascinatingly, I won RM26.HAHAHAHAHHAA

with lots of lots of crazy luck which is unbeatable! ROFL

i think it happened because i did not have any intention to win, juz have fun.

and good chi surrounds me. lol

gong hei fatt choi!!xD

reached home around 2.15a.m.? 0_o

the only photo i have in my hand..

I WANT SAMSUNG GALAXY S2!WHITE!

should i buy now or wait?? =____=

rian sy i shud wait but my sis sy i shud just buy.

im starting to be able to pickup better curve using my straightener...

yo,man.

there is a pool birthday party going on right now to celebrate my colleague's birthday--jessica..

but i cant go!!! *sobz*

coz i got no car!!T______T

I HOPE I CAN JOIN THEM TONITE AT ZOUK!!

Vincent, LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! LEMME TUMPANG!Xd

Demotivated

Good morning folks. it's 3.15a.m. now. i suppose most of the people are already proceeding into their 3rd stage sleeping phase by now.. alpha beta stage...lol

here i am, even though i used to not sleep at night.=P today i wanted to get myself a good night sleep after nights of assignment hardcoring.. however, seems like it isnt working out...


what ms alina mentioned in class today really bothers me...
"im very surprised sem 6 student doesnt hav their building yet after 8 weeks..im really concern, seriously.."
then she blab out the list of schedules which we should be complying, a list of works we should be producing until the day of interim..it really scares me.

I know well i am behind schedule, i know what i am suppose to do, i can do it. But to be blatantly described the disastrous condition i am in by the lecturer makes me panic, and i start to stress out and stress makes me unproductive. I am DEMOTIVATED, FUCK.

I start reading on people's blogs..then i came to chuckei's blog. As pretty as usual..=D no, im not homo. She looks really mature for 19 years old, in a positive way. =P

see this. i am the same old childish face evil coin.=w=
However, the things that i really look up to bloggers like her is their ability to involve themselves actively in the society, being themselves, doing what they enjoy. Being exposed to lots of things, and from there they share the experience to their readers. Maybe i was wrong, but that is the impression ive got from what ive read and see.

Then, i start to question myself again. what am i doing???? ill be 22 soon and what have i achieved?? Am i doing great now? Is what i am doing now really leading to what i actually really looking forward to in future?? These dilemma has been repeating and repeating and repeating throughout these 3 years!! my god!!! 

see? no more smile.='(

To be honest,  i dont think so architecture is my thing, now.
That thinking grows stronger when Welson explained to us the process of getting an Ar. tittle in future. I can only say, i hate every single part of it.
I like to design. I mean, i LOVE it. but architecture isnt all about design. Design covers only maybe 30% of the whole process of architecture in the real world. 30% of what i love and the 70% are the things i hate the most in life.
True, life is not easy, we cant expect everything is perfect. 
I think i could accept the fact but unfortunately not in the case of architecture which takes up your entire social and personal life. Its not a matter of the 8 to 12 hour fraction of working hour everyday, but 24hours every single day. Unless, you are a boss. Maybe, 7 years later.. or even later.. By that time im 30-ish.

I am not willingly to sacrifice my youth (not youth anymore actually, lol) to architecture, work work and work, seriously, NO! They are so many things that i want to do! which shall not wait until im 30. For me, 30 is old, and most probably new responsibilities will be coming in by then.

I believe in a quote which sounds something like if you want something but you are always waiting for the right time, then you will never have it. I believe everything has a way out eventually, there is no right time nor wrong time. It is just a matter of wether you have the gut and confidence to face and deal with the issues that comes later. 
That  is the reason i always got scolded by my parents, i think , for doing things without thinking about the consequences.teehee but i am just doing things that i think i should do.

Well, afterall the things i blab about, i could only conclude that im partially dead.
No, i havnt achieve anything in life.
No, i havnt fulfill any of my wish so far (maybe one.hehe)
No, architecture is not my future.
No, i still dont know what to do.

but at least, i felt better now. 
Lets just get the design done this time and see what i can do for my future soon.
Step by step.
Maybe i can sleep now.=)
See you guys soon, in our wonderland~=D



For you guys who have not seen my baby, introducing baby Ruffy.=) Miniature schnauzer she is. almost 6 months old now. a very bubbly and playful puppy.<3